Sometimes I Need To Remember Just To Breathe
Wow... Sammy just walked in and belched like crazy. Big belch out of a little dog. Haha.
Well, Adam's leaving soon which means I have NO WHERE to go after work and no way to get home unless I wait in town until 11ish. Fuck that! Plus my mom is gonna be a hand ful to deal with and I don't blame her one bit. I mean, her husband, who she's spent the past 2 and a half years with every day, whether they were civil or not, together, and now he's leaving for multiple months at a time. I'd practically die. And on top of it, I'm not gonna be able to see Mitch anytime soon... so... I'm gonna be a crab, and my mom's gonna be a crab, and when that mixes, it's NOT good. Ask Chels... lol. Anyways, I think since I have no other choice but to quit, I'm going to quit my job. I have no transportation. And with that being the only thing holding me here and not to my dad's, I think Imma go to Indiana for a month or so. My dad's got 2 jobs (both part time) and he wont drive me up the walls, AND they bought a new house. It's a 4 bedroom, 2 bath. So.... I HAVE MY OWN ROOM! Granted, it's small and at one point was a childs room so there's bull dozer boarders on the walls... lol. But it's gonna get painted and everything after the living room does. And... here's the other part I like about the house... hot tub. Yea buddy. =) -cough- thinks good thoughts -cough- Mitch likes the idea of the house just because it's closer to the park. But yea... My brothers bathroom has rubber duckies on the walls and I was like "I WANT A RUBBER DUCKY BATHROOM!" and my dad was like "maybe after one of the boys leave, but Travis is the first one leaving and that means you have to share a bathroom with Chad, do you REALLY want that?" and I was like "um... dad... we share half the same hair products anyways..." and he cracked up laughing and agreed. Mwahahahaha. I told Steve-o and Bobis and they were like "uh... you're coming back right?" and I was like "prolly."
So that's that. I'll update when I find out more. That's all that's really going on right now. I'm gonna leave ya guys with one of the best songs right now...
Shine Down - 45
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
You keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
Swimming through the ashes of another life
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe
Well, Adam's leaving soon which means I have NO WHERE to go after work and no way to get home unless I wait in town until 11ish. Fuck that! Plus my mom is gonna be a hand ful to deal with and I don't blame her one bit. I mean, her husband, who she's spent the past 2 and a half years with every day, whether they were civil or not, together, and now he's leaving for multiple months at a time. I'd practically die. And on top of it, I'm not gonna be able to see Mitch anytime soon... so... I'm gonna be a crab, and my mom's gonna be a crab, and when that mixes, it's NOT good. Ask Chels... lol. Anyways, I think since I have no other choice but to quit, I'm going to quit my job. I have no transportation. And with that being the only thing holding me here and not to my dad's, I think Imma go to Indiana for a month or so. My dad's got 2 jobs (both part time) and he wont drive me up the walls, AND they bought a new house. It's a 4 bedroom, 2 bath. So.... I HAVE MY OWN ROOM! Granted, it's small and at one point was a childs room so there's bull dozer boarders on the walls... lol. But it's gonna get painted and everything after the living room does. And... here's the other part I like about the house... hot tub. Yea buddy. =) -cough- thinks good thoughts -cough- Mitch likes the idea of the house just because it's closer to the park. But yea... My brothers bathroom has rubber duckies on the walls and I was like "I WANT A RUBBER DUCKY BATHROOM!" and my dad was like "maybe after one of the boys leave, but Travis is the first one leaving and that means you have to share a bathroom with Chad, do you REALLY want that?" and I was like "um... dad... we share half the same hair products anyways..." and he cracked up laughing and agreed. Mwahahahaha. I told Steve-o and Bobis and they were like "uh... you're coming back right?" and I was like "prolly."
So that's that. I'll update when I find out more. That's all that's really going on right now. I'm gonna leave ya guys with one of the best songs right now...
Shine Down - 45
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
You keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
Swimming through the ashes of another life
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe