i hate love
well... where to start... i um went skating on friday... um kris wasnt there.. went up to crystle to have her show me her yearbook to see is kris really wrote he still loves her in it... he did... i ran outa the place.. went right up to jj and told him to tell kris im breaking up with him.. then i asked jj why hes been calling me all week and he was like umm i forgot.. and i yelled at him saying he couldnt of forgotten... then 5 mins later jj and parker walked up to me and told me the reason jj been trying to call me was cuz kris wanted to break up with me cuz he was mad at me last week.. i turned around and started walking away from them... and just kept walking... milica and alex ran up to me and i cried just like 5 tears then parker came over to me and made me laugh... then we walked back over there and i told this one girl to go get tommy cuz i wanted to talk to tommy... then don pulled up and i talked to him for like 5 secs then tommy came outside and he gave me a big hug and we hung out for a while.. i got to see brandi which made me really happy.. shes like the coolest person in the world... i spent the night at milicas that night... i also took home a handicapped sign cuz it got knocked down so i took it home... then in the morning i went bowling... then we took a nap at milicas house... then we went to target and kohls and crap... then we went into the garbages by game stop and took a whole shit load of signs from in there and now i got some on my walls and milica does too.. i cried more last night at her house over kris... i just dont wanna be without him... but hes hurt me too much and i just cant seem to get that into my fucking head... well im at home now finally.. so ill talk to you all later... -ashlee