Jul 20, 2004 21:11
yah well i havent written in here for a while... dont ask y cuz i dont even know... well friday i was at sk8ing and knoche and tim were there and kris was suppose to be there to see me and then eric foster told me kris wasnt comming so me and caston were hanging out with knoche and tim... we told knoche bout us leaving every week and he sed we wanted to go wiff us so we were like ok kris wont be here to go wiff us so i guess he can come with... plus i havent hung out wiff knoche in a long ass time and i always have fun with him... then he asked tim to go with and he sed he didnt know and i really didnt care if he went or not cuz i didnt like him or nething yet... then outa nowhere kris showed up!! i was like yay!! then caston wanted to go sk8 wiff knoche and tim so we went out there and then kris got mad.. so i went over by him and he told me to go away... i was like FYNE! so i went back by tim and knoche... thne kris and them were leaving to go outside so me and caston stayed inside... well she wanted to leave then so i was like dood kris will get pissed if he knows im goin wiff tim and knoche... so she sed she wanted to sneak out the back door so we did... then dumbass knoche went over by the edge and sed hi to kris!! i was like STOOPID!!! so we ran... we went to bk and to the abandoned houses... i didnt feel right being in those houses wiff tim so i jus took off and ran.. i wanted to be by kris... but wen i got over there he didnt wanna talk to me at all... and got all mad at me!! i didnt even do nething!!! so caston went and talked to him and then she came back saying we were over!!! i was like WTF!!!!!!!!! so i was with tim and knoche and then tim asked me out and i sed yes... bad choice!!!!! i dont even like him!!! i guess i did it to get kris jelous... but it ended up turning on me and he made me jelous... he was talking to maggie and i know kris... whatever girl he starts talking to he ends up liking and i got all sad... i didnt wanna lose him.... i love him.... hes the only one i wanna be with... well sat. me and caston hung out wiff tim and knoche and it jus didnt feel right to me at all... so that night i broke up with him... that day after we hung out with them we hung out wiff tommy... we had tonz of fun... then that night kris asked me back out and i was sooooooo happy!!!!!!!! i love him soooo much and i know ive hert him b4 and sed i wouldnt hurt him again but this time i mean it... i know he dont trust me or nething but ill do nething to win his trust back.. NETHING!!! well thats mostly my weekend... all this week ive been in my house talking to kris or online or sleeping... what fun that is????? well now kyle parker hates me.... oh well... i dont care who hates me nemore... im not friends with milica either... oh well to that too... too much drama... argggg.... well g2g luv yall
<<<<<<<3 ashlee