Every Thing Is Gonna Be Fine
So my mom wants to sign me up for drivers ed.
In January.
I don't really know what I want . . . because I want to drive of course, but I want to get drivers ed OVER AND DONE WITH.
I don't want to be going to classes stretched out over a long period of time.
I want it all in one month or all in one week, even.
I really don't want to have to wait until I'm a senior to be able to drive.
I can't get a car, so I guess it doesn't even matter.
But I really just want to be able to DRIVE.
In the summer I just want to drive to the beach whenever I want.
I want to be able to drive down to the store if I need something.
All of those things require money, though, and I don't have a job, either.
I feel like such a little failure.
I mean, I know school is important and all that jazz, but I feel like school is the only thing I've ever accomplished.
I got a really good story idea during class today (that's all Algebra II is good for) and I kind of want to get cracking on it. I have the first three chapters planned out, but I need to do some character developing before I can get started.
I just need to write a story and spit it out. Because I always get so self-conscious that someone has written a book just like this one, or I just can't continue with it blah blah blah.
I just really need to do this for myself.
In January.
I don't really know what I want . . . because I want to drive of course, but I want to get drivers ed OVER AND DONE WITH.
I don't want to be going to classes stretched out over a long period of time.
I want it all in one month or all in one week, even.
I really don't want to have to wait until I'm a senior to be able to drive.
I can't get a car, so I guess it doesn't even matter.
But I really just want to be able to DRIVE.
In the summer I just want to drive to the beach whenever I want.
I want to be able to drive down to the store if I need something.
All of those things require money, though, and I don't have a job, either.
I feel like such a little failure.
I mean, I know school is important and all that jazz, but I feel like school is the only thing I've ever accomplished.
I got a really good story idea during class today (that's all Algebra II is good for) and I kind of want to get cracking on it. I have the first three chapters planned out, but I need to do some character developing before I can get started.
I just need to write a story and spit it out. Because I always get so self-conscious that someone has written a book just like this one, or I just can't continue with it blah blah blah.
I just really need to do this for myself.