Nov 18, 2008 20:37
Hey everyone.
I spent most of today playing Pokemon Emerald. I got most of my homework done in school so I wouldn't have a lot to worry about when I got home.
But I'm not writing to tell you pointless stuff about my endlessly boring day.
Basically, I'm writing this to Tom, so if you want to stop reading now, go ahead.
But I know that I can't really say this out loud without making myself look like a total bitch.
So I talked to Becca today . . . but it wasn't serious. She posted an entry about me personally and I responded, telling her that I appreciate her realizations and that I'm glad things have calmed down for her. She send me back an IM and we talked for a while. We talked about her and Danial and what happened with them, we talked about our friends and who we're talking to and hanging out with, we talked about her job and my school year so far. Both of us agreed that we're basically at ease right now with the situation and we've accepted the fact that we can't really talk and be friends right now, but we just wanted to settle what was discussed in her entry.
I know you had a really stressful day and you don't feel good, but there's seriously nothing you have to worry about. Nothing uncomfortable was discussed and she really didn't seem to be bothered by our relationship anymore. That doesn't mean things have changed between us and we'll start talking more, or again, but I had to tell you and I needed to be truthful.
I love you with all my heart and we've been REALLY strong lately. I don't think that this will be TOO big of a problem and I promise that it won't happen again. I know that you're not going to be totally cool with it right away and I don't expect you to . . . I'm sorry that I talked to her, but we just got it out of our system. I love you honey. SO much.