the subject
i've never felt content in my life until recently.
not necessarily content, but just relaxed, not anxious.
there are still things i want and things to change, but i'm kinda pleased with my life and myself. i can think kinda clearly and i like it.
i've realised i kind of have a huge crush on someone. and i kind of thought i didn't or something. it's weird. maybe when i see her it won't be there anymore?
either way, i doubt i'll tell her.
i am a walking disaster with relationships.
so who really cares?
Far Left Limit are up this weekend. there's like 15 nerds staying in this little house. but it will be rad to see those kids! and apparently rinee is up too. i hope thats ok, i hope she isn't pissed at me. i guess there will be enough people around for me to hide if things are shit.
fuck i hate fenix tx.
not necessarily content, but just relaxed, not anxious.
there are still things i want and things to change, but i'm kinda pleased with my life and myself. i can think kinda clearly and i like it.
i've realised i kind of have a huge crush on someone. and i kind of thought i didn't or something. it's weird. maybe when i see her it won't be there anymore?
either way, i doubt i'll tell her.
i am a walking disaster with relationships.
so who really cares?
Far Left Limit are up this weekend. there's like 15 nerds staying in this little house. but it will be rad to see those kids! and apparently rinee is up too. i hope thats ok, i hope she isn't pissed at me. i guess there will be enough people around for me to hide if things are shit.
fuck i hate fenix tx.