suicidal for life

[trouble_sleepin]

people always dis suicide and say it is gutless and pointless. i think it takes a hell of a lot of guts to do it and i completely see the point. if you're miserable being alive and you'd rather be dead, then kill yourself. stop pretending to be alive. i know a lot of people that, although i would miss them, they SHOULD probably kill themselves cos they are never gonna be happy.

i'm not gonna kill myself. not yet anyway. even when i'm down and i feel shit, i'm always pretty alive and energetic. even when i'm stuck i'm kinda not really....

i'm in a shit mood. nothing feels right at the moment.