hating yourself
i feel like fucking shit. again. i hate feeling like shit. i hate feeling ugly...
so i fucked off doing anything tonight and im making a mandatory birthday visit to my mum in narara. it'll be nice to see my bro. Casey wont be there. i just wish they didnt live so fucking far.
afterwards i might go to newcastle for the bloody fist party but i feel so gross i might just sleep.
urgh.
so yeah tomorrow, pilot to gunner and then danni's party.... should be fun. maybe..
i feel like getting ridiculously drunk. yes. thats what i feel like.
lex moved out. natc came around and got excited about the house. it was cute as, i love watching her when she's all happy. she makes even the toughest kids smile. she's moving in today and tomorrow.
why do i feel so bad?
everything is supposed to be good.....
so i fucked off doing anything tonight and im making a mandatory birthday visit to my mum in narara. it'll be nice to see my bro. Casey wont be there. i just wish they didnt live so fucking far.
afterwards i might go to newcastle for the bloody fist party but i feel so gross i might just sleep.
urgh.
so yeah tomorrow, pilot to gunner and then danni's party.... should be fun. maybe..
i feel like getting ridiculously drunk. yes. thats what i feel like.
lex moved out. natc came around and got excited about the house. it was cute as, i love watching her when she's all happy. she makes even the toughest kids smile. she's moving in today and tomorrow.
why do i feel so bad?
everything is supposed to be good.....