yeah..
i had to leave the party. sitting in a room with four lines being snorted in various places, people munching pills, drinking, chopping up, dropping acid, lots of dealing, mindless shit talk with deadhead voices about similar things. some guy comes in with shorts and a t-shirt looking anxious as fuck sweating and drops off a package. how long ago did he lose his brain and why does he think he's having fun? i see everyone's eyes staring at their desired drug with eyes like nervous predators. she's too scattered and is taking forever to hook them up. i wonder if i they are gonna hurt her. they don't love her like i do. they don't give a shit... or am i making assumptions like the ones i made about them all being mindless mutants? i'm prolly spot on....
i'm just worried cos things slipped kinda far without me noticing. but i don't feel it's my place to care. the drug scene is very fucked up i hate it. it gets so much heavier than me and a few friends doing something for fun, but it makes me scared cos.... just cos. yeah, she's getting heavier.
i'm just worried cos things slipped kinda far without me noticing. but i don't feel it's my place to care. the drug scene is very fucked up i hate it. it gets so much heavier than me and a few friends doing something for fun, but it makes me scared cos.... just cos. yeah, she's getting heavier.