better
i find myself wishing impossible things again. dreaming of things beyond last months wildest. i keep romantisizing the future and daydreaming. (i think this is a good thing).
but i wake up to someone reading me a list of their favourite "dumb computer user" quotes. hmm....
i look better today. is that the result of feeling better or the cause?
i think i've just settled myself in my head and it makes everything seem really easy.
i haven't taken speed in more than a week and i am communicating better than usual.
i've also been writing again. not the writing people read, just the kind of stuff that's wanky if it's out of the context of only me reading it.
but i wake up to someone reading me a list of their favourite "dumb computer user" quotes. hmm....
i look better today. is that the result of feeling better or the cause?
i think i've just settled myself in my head and it makes everything seem really easy.
i haven't taken speed in more than a week and i am communicating better than usual.
i've also been writing again. not the writing people read, just the kind of stuff that's wanky if it's out of the context of only me reading it.