To be loved and love
The last entry I made was all the way in December 2005. It is now July 12th, and I decided to look up my LJ tonight when I got bored. I look back, and I see how retarded I was only a year ago and how conformed and mesmerized by the world and everything else in it...I can't believe how much I have changed this year, and I couldn't even begin to say where it started but all I know is I'm glad it did. I love how I think and how I read and write and I can't believe I lived almost 16 years without the mind-set on life I have now and how I have taken so much beauty for granted. I want to delete this but it holds so many memories and changes, and I can't believe who I am today, but I'm glad I am.