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I wrote this after Mike and before Kelvin:
"I want to never waste my time on a male who settles for anything less than excellence. And I never want to waste my time on a male who isn't really compatible with me, just so I can feel like I have a guy to hang out with. And I WILL NEVER waste my time on a guy who is hung up on his past and who is afraid of moving on. And I don't want to waste my time on a guy who is not going to be upfront on exactly what he is feeling. I just feel like dating is bullshit, and sometimes I feel like that if it weren't for hormones, it just wouldn't be necessary. I would love to have someone change my mind, really. I guess I am still bitter about what happened with the last guy, because it seems like I never have anything with a guy that lasts very long. This is my pattern, it seems, very intense to begin with, and then it just ends all of a sudden. Sometimes I worry about this, probably to excess, but oh well."
And again, I repeated the same pattern. The same pattern I've been having since I began to date!!
I always end up with the depressed guys with issues. That is something that needs to END. NOW!!!!
NEVER EVER AGAIN. NEVER!!!
"I want to never waste my time on a male who settles for anything less than excellence. And I never want to waste my time on a male who isn't really compatible with me, just so I can feel like I have a guy to hang out with. And I WILL NEVER waste my time on a guy who is hung up on his past and who is afraid of moving on. And I don't want to waste my time on a guy who is not going to be upfront on exactly what he is feeling. I just feel like dating is bullshit, and sometimes I feel like that if it weren't for hormones, it just wouldn't be necessary. I would love to have someone change my mind, really. I guess I am still bitter about what happened with the last guy, because it seems like I never have anything with a guy that lasts very long. This is my pattern, it seems, very intense to begin with, and then it just ends all of a sudden. Sometimes I worry about this, probably to excess, but oh well."
And again, I repeated the same pattern. The same pattern I've been having since I began to date!!
I always end up with the depressed guys with issues. That is something that needs to END. NOW!!!!
NEVER EVER AGAIN. NEVER!!!