Nov 01, 2017 19:58
lots and lots of suicidal ideation over the weekend but i just have to remember today i think
i woke up and gram had texted me to keep my birthday free because he got us tix to see bjork and beck
and he also got me william blake docs for xmas. i got him a perfect gift now too and i can't wait to give it to him.
i had just spent a perfect halloween with jamie and pear eating nice things and watching bram stoker's dracula and laughing about ridiculous internet people
i got to uni on time and kate gave me a bag of candy corn
i heard my grandfather's name mentioned over and over in statistics class today, an ocean away from home and i still get to be reminded of my family and someone i never got to meet
annie mae and i did some trauma bonding over lunch
my wonderful martin will be here in 3 days and my friends will all hang out with him on bonfire night! i have booked us tickets to go see gabby and neil, and an overnight trip to warwick castle. i will spend the first day just holding him. it'll be reading week so i only need to spend one day away from him.
it's 3 years since i lost pony. it feels more and more mysterious every year.
it was sunny and crisp outside
my mama messaged me and she visited only two months ago
leo's gonna host thanksgiving again
i'm doing three interventions at least tomorrow and observing gina do another. really diverse clientele: apraxia of speech, ideomotor apraxia, cognitive communication disorder, aphasia. doing voice/breathing intervention again but right this time with tactile feedback! lots of drills for the person with ideomotor and apraxia of speech. i always dread going because of anxiety but then enjoy it lots.
right now at least i don't have to feel so lonely and the time i spend on my own can be renewing and vital like some sort of kale drink