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I haven't read livejournals in forever...but since I am avoiding writing a paper that was due at 9:10am this morning, I feel like I should post/read people's LJ's.
Sarah is asleep in my bed right now...haha. We're about to go to Gamma Sig but she's asleep. I like it. I can't believe that we're juniors. If you would have asked me Freshmen year if she and I would still be friends I would have screamed HELL NO! But we are and it's tight. We've got our differences, that's for sure but we're great friends. I like it. She's awesome.
Seniors. We're going to be seniors. I think I am going to be sick thinking about that.
You know, everyone is getting boyfriends. EVERYONE. It makes me scared. My super-crush on Carl is fading...he's been strange lately and he's leaving for the Army on Friday. Yikes. But i'm in a transformation process...trying to refocus my life. So far it's been working...i've been really happy lately. I'm not letting things bother me as much. *knock on wood*
Things with the fam are up and down. The lawsuit/land bs is looking alright now...we've got some offers on the table that look pretty schweet. It will be nice to have money to go on vacation/fix up our house for once in our lives...or to not drive shitty cars. However, I don't think I would have wanted it to be any different. Don't get me wrong, I have by no means lived a slanted life, but we as a family have no spent excessive money nor have we been frivolous. I am ready to just go on vacation and not worry about it.
But anyway, I am ready to get married. I say that frequently but as I'm getting older, it gets scarier. I feel like I'm not really good at many things, nor am I pretty enough to get a guy to actually pay attention to me...friend here say I'm stupid for thinking those things...but that's legitimately how I feel.
"What the hell are you typing?!"---Sarah just said that to me. I laughed because I should be writing my paper, but I'm not...and now we have to leave.
I"m the vice president of the sorority this semester and I have pledge meetings every monday and wednesday at 10:00. Kinda sucks. But it's nice to have little kiddies looking up to me. haha...
leave love. leave thoughts. miss you all.
Sarah is asleep in my bed right now...haha. We're about to go to Gamma Sig but she's asleep. I like it. I can't believe that we're juniors. If you would have asked me Freshmen year if she and I would still be friends I would have screamed HELL NO! But we are and it's tight. We've got our differences, that's for sure but we're great friends. I like it. She's awesome.
Seniors. We're going to be seniors. I think I am going to be sick thinking about that.
You know, everyone is getting boyfriends. EVERYONE. It makes me scared. My super-crush on Carl is fading...he's been strange lately and he's leaving for the Army on Friday. Yikes. But i'm in a transformation process...trying to refocus my life. So far it's been working...i've been really happy lately. I'm not letting things bother me as much. *knock on wood*
Things with the fam are up and down. The lawsuit/land bs is looking alright now...we've got some offers on the table that look pretty schweet. It will be nice to have money to go on vacation/fix up our house for once in our lives...or to not drive shitty cars. However, I don't think I would have wanted it to be any different. Don't get me wrong, I have by no means lived a slanted life, but we as a family have no spent excessive money nor have we been frivolous. I am ready to just go on vacation and not worry about it.
But anyway, I am ready to get married. I say that frequently but as I'm getting older, it gets scarier. I feel like I'm not really good at many things, nor am I pretty enough to get a guy to actually pay attention to me...friend here say I'm stupid for thinking those things...but that's legitimately how I feel.
"What the hell are you typing?!"---Sarah just said that to me. I laughed because I should be writing my paper, but I'm not...and now we have to leave.
I"m the vice president of the sorority this semester and I have pledge meetings every monday and wednesday at 10:00. Kinda sucks. But it's nice to have little kiddies looking up to me. haha...
leave love. leave thoughts. miss you all.