why can't the past just die?
what happens when you know how you want to feel but can't seem to make yourself feel that way?
i'm ready to be through, even gave his hoodie back, my favorite, and told him i didn't want it anymore. i'm stuck between making myself feel how i want to feel and not lying to myself, and to him for that matter. i'm sick of wasting tears on the past. i don't how to deal with this anymore. i don't want to deal with this anymore. part of me is glad i'm leaving but another part knows that is just a way of running away. isn't it easier running? easier than lying for the sake of closure.
i'm just ready to be through.
i'm ready to be through, even gave his hoodie back, my favorite, and told him i didn't want it anymore. i'm stuck between making myself feel how i want to feel and not lying to myself, and to him for that matter. i'm sick of wasting tears on the past. i don't how to deal with this anymore. i don't want to deal with this anymore. part of me is glad i'm leaving but another part knows that is just a way of running away. isn't it easier running? easier than lying for the sake of closure.
i'm just ready to be through.