really?

May 16, 2010 13:38

I saw a glimpse of micah today.
Thank goodness I wasnt in my car, not that he would have seen me.  I still got shooting pains in my stomach that felts like knives.  I honestly don't know why.  Maybe its because I've been trying to erase him from my memory...obviously its not working.  Well at least he didn't see me, he probably would have turned around a drove a different way.
he doesn't care about me, he never has a never will.  He pretty much used me and I let him so we are even.
I'm happy to say I didn't feel the urge to text him or send him a message being like hey I saw you driving today just thought I would let you know.  I'm happy to say I'm growing up and letting things be...aww.

any way my laptop is somewhere in Tennessee and I can't wait for it to get here. 
i have a doctors appointment and a hair appointment this week.  I'm helping decorate for Amy's band banquet and I get to go shopping with Christina!
My 21st birthday is right around the corner.  Its about time.
I need to get in a routine that involves working out.  I need to get in shape.  its beach season!

Time to play video games with Amy.
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