CHANGES
ok so MAJOR CHANGES are now being made. summer is a month away and i am so excited but i am definatly changing so much about myself and my life before summer hits. First im through with caring about everyone. If you treat me like crap when im nice to you and you just dont understand that im trying to be nice and all that whatever your out of my life. it is people like you that make me upset and sad and moody and rude to the people that really care about me so i am through with dealing with you. second i am going to workout more. I used to workout all the time and then i stopped and i really need to get back to it. this wont be too hard since swim starts tomorrow. Third i need to look on the brighter side of things more often. This weekend i realized how incredibly lucky i am whether i realize it all the time or not. Im alive and even though at times i think of that as a curse it really is a gift. I have accomplished so much in my life and i am only getting started. So even though it isnt new years or anything like that. These are for sure that things that i am commiting myself to working on to make my life better and try to make me a more positive easy to get along with person. Im so tired of being negative and upset all the time so hopefully that all stops today.