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You must seriously have no idea the effect you have on my life...otherwise you wouldn't do the things you do and leave me feeling like I'm worth nothing to anyone. I want to hate you so badly...in fact I think parts of me do. I should, I should wave the finger in your face and walk away forever. But no. I can't do that. I'm hanging onto a dream that we made, that for now seems to be lost but I'm hoping to recover yet your making the process difficult.
I want to throw it in your face that some guy I don't even know brought me flowers and paid for my dinner tonight...the sweetest part.....he was Whitney's "date" not even my own. You can't even fucking call me you scummy deuch. Go fuck yourself.
On another not Dave keeps calling. A persistant little child is he. He knows I don't want to talk to him. I never answer the phone, or return his messages or texts. He ever tried to disguise his number so I'd answer. I feel bad, he's so upset saying he's sorry hes a deuch even though he doesn't know why I'm upset and begging for another chance...poor thing. I know what that feels like.
If I know one thing though...if you love someone, like you really do, never let them walk away from you. Sometimes people get confused and go on detours and when you just let them they think you don't really care. Fight for them, no matter how long it takes.
I want to throw it in your face that some guy I don't even know brought me flowers and paid for my dinner tonight...the sweetest part.....he was Whitney's "date" not even my own. You can't even fucking call me you scummy deuch. Go fuck yourself.
On another not Dave keeps calling. A persistant little child is he. He knows I don't want to talk to him. I never answer the phone, or return his messages or texts. He ever tried to disguise his number so I'd answer. I feel bad, he's so upset saying he's sorry hes a deuch even though he doesn't know why I'm upset and begging for another chance...poor thing. I know what that feels like.
If I know one thing though...if you love someone, like you really do, never let them walk away from you. Sometimes people get confused and go on detours and when you just let them they think you don't really care. Fight for them, no matter how long it takes.