Aug 05, 2006 23:01
crying doesnt always feel good.. but im my case it makes me feel better because i get the chance to let it all out! things are slowly changing babe.. you gotta step it up a little! im not always going to be able to handle your stories about "the greatest night ever" you know ill always be here for you but i dont want to hear about that shit.. im not the girl to just stand there and look pretty.. if i want something i work hard to get it. but in this case it seems so impossible.. just my luck that we differ in age. i was warned but i took the chance because i feel in love! but i can fall out of love as quick as i fell into it.. but i dont want to. i want you now and forever. you said you felt lonely.. baby how can you be lonely if you go out and party like everyday? im the one that feels the lonliest.. i hardly get calls texts nothing.. like i said you gotta step it up a little.. this is hard to handle and i dont want to give up. but sometimes i feel like i have to... dont make me feel that wayy please!! ive just been so lost with you lately.. change that feeling!! i want it the way it used to be baby!
life isnt easyy.. and like i told you.. this relationship wouldnt be either!
samantha garcia... call me tomorrow after church lets go running and after i need to talk to you.. i need your help with this!!