a lot to think about
I don't know where to begin. It seems like its been a long and winding road that I have been on. A suprise around every corner. More bad then good really.
I'm a good person & I deserve good things. I don't cheat on the guy I'm with (when I'm with one) I'm more then generous and caring & because of that I'm usually taked advantage of. I end up forgiving for an act that is unforgiviable. That's my mistake. I should never go against my better judgement.
I'm pretty sure that it has to do with a maturity level. Some people just aren't ready for a serious relationship. And those seem to be the ones I keep trying to date. I'm not sure why, but I think that dispite their shitty past somehow I'm going to be different for them. I have been naive. I cannot change a man he has to change himself, or he will never change.
I'm not perfect & I never expect someone else to be, but I can finally admit what I want in a guy. I know its out there & I know that its not asking too much. I will not list the qualities I am after in a man because this is not a dating forum. But I'm not gonna settle. Because I deserve the same type of treatment that I give my guy.
I'm a good person & I deserve good things. I don't cheat on the guy I'm with (when I'm with one) I'm more then generous and caring & because of that I'm usually taked advantage of. I end up forgiving for an act that is unforgiviable. That's my mistake. I should never go against my better judgement.
I'm pretty sure that it has to do with a maturity level. Some people just aren't ready for a serious relationship. And those seem to be the ones I keep trying to date. I'm not sure why, but I think that dispite their shitty past somehow I'm going to be different for them. I have been naive. I cannot change a man he has to change himself, or he will never change.
I'm not perfect & I never expect someone else to be, but I can finally admit what I want in a guy. I know its out there & I know that its not asking too much. I will not list the qualities I am after in a man because this is not a dating forum. But I'm not gonna settle. Because I deserve the same type of treatment that I give my guy.