2.22.09
i woke up this morning happy.
i rolled over and saw my life lying next to me.
he was still asleep.
i stayed there for a second, just staring at him. thinking about the past month and everything that has happened. realizing in that moment... nothing else truly mattered.
I want everything in my life to be perfect. Fairytale like. But in reality its not. So i must learn to bend an twist with each changing moment and unexpected occurrence.
He'll be by my side forever... so i can be okay with letting go of him for a little bit...
Knowing that it is I who fill his dreams at night.
Knowing I am the one he longs to be with why hes out
Knowing it is me who he comes home to after a long night out with the guys, or from a tired day at work.. or even 3 weeks out on tour.
I have faith that our love for each other will be enough to withstand any temptation that either of us may cross
I woke up happy today... because everything is so much clearer now...
i rolled over and saw my life lying next to me.
he was still asleep.
i stayed there for a second, just staring at him. thinking about the past month and everything that has happened. realizing in that moment... nothing else truly mattered.
I want everything in my life to be perfect. Fairytale like. But in reality its not. So i must learn to bend an twist with each changing moment and unexpected occurrence.
He'll be by my side forever... so i can be okay with letting go of him for a little bit...
Knowing that it is I who fill his dreams at night.
Knowing I am the one he longs to be with why hes out
Knowing it is me who he comes home to after a long night out with the guys, or from a tired day at work.. or even 3 weeks out on tour.
I have faith that our love for each other will be enough to withstand any temptation that either of us may cross
I woke up happy today... because everything is so much clearer now...