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Well belive it or not things turned out a little better than I expected... but I still had to leave because I didnt want to look like a panzy infront of everyone by bursting into tears or something. She came alone as I hoped she would and she acually came and sat by me and tried to comfort me. Then she thought I didnt want her there so she went ot go sit with her friends... so a few min later I went and sat by her because I did want her to be by me so I could talk to her and so I would feel better... that went well untill she got up and ditched me to sit by Ange. I couldnt belive it. So i got super sad and left... Im not mad at her or anything its just really fusterating. She told me she wasnt looking for anyone else and she deffinatly wasnt going for Ange but everyone else is telling me the opposite and its tearing me up inside... I just hope she reads this and understands and doesnt hate me for acting like an idiot at the game... *sigh*
`brian
`brian