Feb 10, 2004 19:30
I am always on the go now. I am either working, clubbin, shopping, or sleeping. Never a quiet moment with me.
I am back with my old bf Ryne. I told him to never talk to me and all he has been doing since I left him is talking about how he missed me to everyone at his work. I stop by his work and talk to the ppl there. They tell me that he keeps asking about me and was worried about me. I saw his yesterday in Kroger's (his work) and pulled him aside. I asked him, "why care about me when you loose me but not care at all when you have me." He told me that he was scared to show how he really feels. I shook my head and invited him to hang out with me later. Of course he agreed and I picked him up at work later. When he got in the car he reached over and gave me the sweetest kiss. I thought I would never feel like this about a guy but I think I am in love. I can't let him know but he has tried to get me to say that I love him because he can see it in my eyes.
Too many guys that I went through to find one who cares about me. Ryan from the club who hurt me so bad. Charlie who wanted a relationship with me and never called back. Jeremy who wants to hook-up with all my friends instead of me. In conclusion, I should never try because it works out better that way.