Sep 14, 2003 02:15
I am a drunk! I went to the liquor store and got some vodka. I got so drunk to where I couldn't control myself. I remember everything when I am drunk but I can't restrain myself. I took darrick with me when I got drunk so he drove me back to his place before I drove home. Darrick is a real good friend to me.
I spoke with Jacob finally. It was a 10 minute conversation about nothing. He said that he need to call someone and that he would call me right back. Liar, he never did. I am going to call him tomorrow and just let him know that it is over unless he wants to come and make it up to me. He did tell me that he doesn’t have time for a relationship but the only thing that this boy has to do is smoke weed. I adore him too much to do this but I think it would be the best on me. I don’t need his ass. I am still drunk so I am kinda venting here.
I can't wait until I get to see my buddy Zak. He rocks! I am going up to Memphis at the end of October so I should have a job by then. Well I want to leave now but no money. Anyways, I am going to get off here with my drunken self and get some rest. Later days.
"Just grab your shit, and leave with it
They won't make no statues of you" - Nickelback "Hangnail"