Are You Dead or Are You Sleeping?
I wrote this song out of boredom. I think it's good, like, one of the best I've written. It will make a good acoustic song. I'll be sure to write music to it soon.
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Away From Here
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You're falling farther
And I'm feeling worse
There's nothing to end this
But to put it in reverse
Just rest your head on my shoulder
It will be alright
Calm your voice and clear your mind
It's okay to cry tonight
It may seem like there's no hope
There has to be some here
I know there isn't much to say or do
But I feel safe to know you're near
Put your wings around me
Wrap me in your care
I can hear the angels sing
I know earth can't compare
To where you will be soon
I love you
And I know you'll be fine
Away from here
You're dying and I feel like I am too
It's hard to explain,
But I know
Exactly what you're going through
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Anyway, today was junk. Everyone was asking about Steele and stuff, and I'm just as clueless as most. Some people were so stupid about it *cough* BRANDON *cough*. Ugh, I wish he would go away. Anyway, a lot of rumors were going around that he was moving to Gainsville and stuff, but none of them are true. I hate this man.
The new kid, Brett (we call him Curtis), was realllllly annoying today. Like, he kept calling everyone Nick... and it wasn't even funny. Then last period he asked to see my bass and dropped it. sdhfjsldf. It was dumb. He is so negative on AIM though. See:
metal apocolypse (5:07:01 PM): hey Nick...sorry about dropping your axe today in school
vivid ag0ny (5:07:14 PM): It's okay
metal apocolypse (5:07:21 PM): no it isn't
vivid ag0ny (5:07:31 PM): Okay... it isn't
metal apocolypse (5:07:48 PM): ok
metal apocolypse (5:08:08 PM): zi think i might drop that class now..i feel so bad
metal apocolypse (5:10:28 PM): once again..i'm sorry
vivid ag0ny (5:11:19 PM): It's okay, once again
metal apocolypse (5:11:35 PM): no it isn't...can you please warn me?
vivid ag0ny (5:11:48 PM): Um... no
metal apocolypse (5:11:57 PM): please?
vivid ag0ny (5:12:13 PM): I can't
metal apocolypse (5:12:19 PM): did you try?
vivid ag0ny (5:12:22 PM): Yes
metal apocolypse (5:12:33 PM): god..can you block me then?
metal apocolypse (5:12:37 PM): good*
vivid ag0ny (5:13:15 PM): Why?
metal apocolypse (5:13:22 PM): because im a loser
metal apocolypse (5:14:09 PM): can you please? or can you and Nick beat me up tomorrow/
See? I feel bad. Whatever.
Kayla just called about seeing Steele tomorrow. Her mom called Melissa and asked if it was okay for us to go and she said yeah, but his Ki-mo has mixed Steele's emotions up a little and stuff she said. So I guess Melissa will call her mom back. I hope I get to see him, I miss him a lot.
I'm talking to Joy right now. I haven't all day so I feel happy. Love you much Joy!
Pray for Steele everyone.
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Away From Here
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You're falling farther
And I'm feeling worse
There's nothing to end this
But to put it in reverse
Just rest your head on my shoulder
It will be alright
Calm your voice and clear your mind
It's okay to cry tonight
It may seem like there's no hope
There has to be some here
I know there isn't much to say or do
But I feel safe to know you're near
Put your wings around me
Wrap me in your care
I can hear the angels sing
I know earth can't compare
To where you will be soon
I love you
And I know you'll be fine
Away from here
You're dying and I feel like I am too
It's hard to explain,
But I know
Exactly what you're going through
------------
Anyway, today was junk. Everyone was asking about Steele and stuff, and I'm just as clueless as most. Some people were so stupid about it *cough* BRANDON *cough*. Ugh, I wish he would go away. Anyway, a lot of rumors were going around that he was moving to Gainsville and stuff, but none of them are true. I hate this man.
The new kid, Brett (we call him Curtis), was realllllly annoying today. Like, he kept calling everyone Nick... and it wasn't even funny. Then last period he asked to see my bass and dropped it. sdhfjsldf. It was dumb. He is so negative on AIM though. See:
metal apocolypse (5:07:01 PM): hey Nick...sorry about dropping your axe today in school
vivid ag0ny (5:07:14 PM): It's okay
metal apocolypse (5:07:21 PM): no it isn't
vivid ag0ny (5:07:31 PM): Okay... it isn't
metal apocolypse (5:07:48 PM): ok
metal apocolypse (5:08:08 PM): zi think i might drop that class now..i feel so bad
metal apocolypse (5:10:28 PM): once again..i'm sorry
vivid ag0ny (5:11:19 PM): It's okay, once again
metal apocolypse (5:11:35 PM): no it isn't...can you please warn me?
vivid ag0ny (5:11:48 PM): Um... no
metal apocolypse (5:11:57 PM): please?
vivid ag0ny (5:12:13 PM): I can't
metal apocolypse (5:12:19 PM): did you try?
vivid ag0ny (5:12:22 PM): Yes
metal apocolypse (5:12:33 PM): god..can you block me then?
metal apocolypse (5:12:37 PM): good*
vivid ag0ny (5:13:15 PM): Why?
metal apocolypse (5:13:22 PM): because im a loser
metal apocolypse (5:14:09 PM): can you please? or can you and Nick beat me up tomorrow/
See? I feel bad. Whatever.
Kayla just called about seeing Steele tomorrow. Her mom called Melissa and asked if it was okay for us to go and she said yeah, but his Ki-mo has mixed Steele's emotions up a little and stuff she said. So I guess Melissa will call her mom back. I hope I get to see him, I miss him a lot.
I'm talking to Joy right now. I haven't all day so I feel happy. Love you much Joy!
Pray for Steele everyone.