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i hung out with my friend claire yesterday. we laughed the whole night. its as if nothing ever happened. you know, it was good to have her out of my life for a while because i was using her as a crouch on life. and it feels good to know that i can make it through my problems on my own. i've always been a fighter. i don't know why i go through things the hard way guess i just learned the hard way and old habits die hard. but when they do life can be oh so beautiful. i'm waiting for that day when i'll change my heart and be in full control of my life. when i shine my love to all and they shine it back to me. and i wont be able to stop smiling.