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There has got to be an easier way to do this. I am so hungry, everything I do reminds me that my body is craving the food that it can't have. Today I read the word melt and immediately I thought of a turkey melt and GOSH! I am so hungry.
I've been working out and running everyday for two hours and it's gone down to calorie counting.
I've finally gotten down to 500, and if you count the calories I've worked off, I'm running on 50 calories a day, give or take a few.
It's not that I'm not eating, it's just that what I am eating now is free of fat and minimal calories...
The scale has started to dominate my day, gain a pound that's 100 calories less for the day, not to mention bitching, and if i lose a pound? YAY! only so and so more to go. My goal: to get to 118, back to what I was before Interlochen. But short term? To get down to 122 before Tanglewood; in eight days...
I've started to know what a smoker feels like, I grab for my pack of gum convulsively at first twinch of hunger. (new word bitches)
I promised myself ice cream when I reach 125...in two pounds. I am excited :-D
but tomorrow playing tennis with daniel which will be fun, especially since we both haven't played since our last match... last summer.
I've been working out and running everyday for two hours and it's gone down to calorie counting.
I've finally gotten down to 500, and if you count the calories I've worked off, I'm running on 50 calories a day, give or take a few.
It's not that I'm not eating, it's just that what I am eating now is free of fat and minimal calories...
The scale has started to dominate my day, gain a pound that's 100 calories less for the day, not to mention bitching, and if i lose a pound? YAY! only so and so more to go. My goal: to get to 118, back to what I was before Interlochen. But short term? To get down to 122 before Tanglewood; in eight days...
I've started to know what a smoker feels like, I grab for my pack of gum convulsively at first twinch of hunger. (new word bitches)
I promised myself ice cream when I reach 125...in two pounds. I am excited :-D
but tomorrow playing tennis with daniel which will be fun, especially since we both haven't played since our last match... last summer.