Jun 05, 2004 19:06
I know I’m supposed to post on this thing everyday to get out my feelings, but lately I’ve just been way to busy to even think of trying to make a post in this thing. Although I really tried some other times but I never really was able to post, and so I have some free time now so I guess I’m just going to be skimming through the couple of days I should of posted.
Well last week, my computer was still giving me trouble freezing up like every second. Well my computer froze I guess and as my computer froze Kate came on, so when I reset my computer she saw that I left, and really got sad. When I was starting up my computer my friend came down to my house with his brother, and he told me that his grandfather had died, and he wanted me to come to his house and spend the night, so I went to his house and staid up practically all night long, since he did not want to sleep. So after that I came home and went back online the next day, only to find out by Dameon that Kate had seen me sign off, and got really freaking sad. So Dameon scolded me a little for leaving like that.
Well, not too much happened after that, but yesterday night, I would say I got an answer to that one question that had been in my head about Kate. She had called me last night, for the first time, I was so scared and nervous about what she would think about my voice… and when the phone started to ring, I could feel my heart begin to pound and my palms becoming sweaty, but when I picked up that phone and heard her voice for the first time, I felt better. We only talked for about 25 minuets. But it was more than enough time for me to make my choice…
I’m going to stay with her, and I will wait for her as long as I can, I will wait for her until I die if I would be able to talk to her again. Maybe Dameon was right, we just needed to be able to talk to each other on the phone, to become closer. Well other than that, I’m just too lazy to write anymore, so I’m gunna leave you off with some quote I really like.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder