I've been waiting, this whole night.
Fuck. It's been ages since I updated. Not that that's a bad thing..
I have nothing simple to write. Everything that has been happening lately has been complicated. Complicated as fuck.
I shall explain in a series of bullet points:
- Exams
- Friends having shit times
- Damon
- The boy.
- Lack of funds
- Friends
- Coursework
- Uni
Here are some photos.
This one is me, about 3 days ago. Rocking the camo good.
This one is Sophio my breadbin rocking the gangsta hood about a week ago.
We know we are seriously cool. I wish everything was as simple as all I had to do was hang out with soph and go to college and listen to the Killers every so often. I am sooo in love with 'Indie Rock & Roll' by The Killers, it's me and Soph's song of the century at the moment. Brandon Flowers is also stupidly fit. I have a thing for indie boys at the moment, Brandon Flowers, Alex Kapranos, Sam Endicott are all soo hott!
So yeah I have some sucky desicions to make at the moment and I just don't know which one is the right one to make. On one hand I want to be happy and I know that one desicion would make me soooo happy but on the other hand I don't want to throw something away for something that might or might not be the right thing to do. I know this is cryptic but I don't know who's reading this so I have to be careful. But yeah all I know is things are beginning to get to me where they didn't before and I don't like somethings said to me and I don't really know how to handle it at all. Apart from by eating tubs of soya icecream and drinking redbush with vanilla tea.
I hope everything works itself out soon cause I'm right in the middle of my A-Levels and I kinda don't need stress right now cause I've got it upto my eyeballs with college without adding this on top.
Maybe I just need to chill, take a step back and look at the whole situation instead of pros and cons of each side of it? I don't know. I think I'll just talk to Soph about it, she always knows what to say.
Oh one exciting thing, I got my long-awaited tongue web piercing, I have wanted it for like 2 years and on Friday I did it and it is the sexiest thing since Brandon Flowers (in my book). I will post pics once I work out how I photograph the bottom of my mouth?!
Okay so this week I gotta get some stuff sorted about the above situation and get my prom dress! Yess prom etc. Hopefully also get my hair cut/coloured at my beloved Toni&Guy <3
Anyway. That's about it. I'm going to go watch the extended edition of LOTR Return of the King.
I have nothing simple to write. Everything that has been happening lately has been complicated. Complicated as fuck.
I shall explain in a series of bullet points:
- Exams
- Friends having shit times
- Damon
- The boy.
- Lack of funds
- Friends
- Coursework
- Uni
Here are some photos.
This one is me, about 3 days ago. Rocking the camo good.
This one is Sophio my breadbin rocking the gangsta hood about a week ago.
We know we are seriously cool. I wish everything was as simple as all I had to do was hang out with soph and go to college and listen to the Killers every so often. I am sooo in love with 'Indie Rock & Roll' by The Killers, it's me and Soph's song of the century at the moment. Brandon Flowers is also stupidly fit. I have a thing for indie boys at the moment, Brandon Flowers, Alex Kapranos, Sam Endicott are all soo hott!
So yeah I have some sucky desicions to make at the moment and I just don't know which one is the right one to make. On one hand I want to be happy and I know that one desicion would make me soooo happy but on the other hand I don't want to throw something away for something that might or might not be the right thing to do. I know this is cryptic but I don't know who's reading this so I have to be careful. But yeah all I know is things are beginning to get to me where they didn't before and I don't like somethings said to me and I don't really know how to handle it at all. Apart from by eating tubs of soya icecream and drinking redbush with vanilla tea.
I hope everything works itself out soon cause I'm right in the middle of my A-Levels and I kinda don't need stress right now cause I've got it upto my eyeballs with college without adding this on top.
Maybe I just need to chill, take a step back and look at the whole situation instead of pros and cons of each side of it? I don't know. I think I'll just talk to Soph about it, she always knows what to say.
Oh one exciting thing, I got my long-awaited tongue web piercing, I have wanted it for like 2 years and on Friday I did it and it is the sexiest thing since Brandon Flowers (in my book). I will post pics once I work out how I photograph the bottom of my mouth?!
Okay so this week I gotta get some stuff sorted about the above situation and get my prom dress! Yess prom etc. Hopefully also get my hair cut/coloured at my beloved Toni&Guy <3
Anyway. That's about it. I'm going to go watch the extended edition of LOTR Return of the King.