"I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you..."

Mar 10, 2005 22:06

this week has been good. we've had 2-hour delays all week because of the ogt. it was good to sleep in and have shortened periods. we don't have school tomorrow either so i'm happy.

today was alright. i was bored most of the night but that's okay. lorene introduced me to her friend maria who is amazing. i talked to both of them for a while which was fun. new friends rock.

today after lunch me and jay galloped down the hallway. it was so funny. i heard people laughing behind us. god me and him are crazy. we are going to the eastwood mall and making the greatest movie ever. i can't even begin to explain it.

things are slowly getting better. i've realized that i lacked the ability to accept what is going on. so now i realize that we are still best friends and nothing is going to change that. and right now i'm perfectly fine with just being friends. she's happy and i'm happy for her. and i think sooner or later i'll find someone too. everything seems better now. i know there are other girls out there so i'm just going to move on to other things like she has. this will all work out fine in the end. i feel alot better about it now.

and wow this cd is amazing. everyone needs to check it out. AFS is awesome. jon gave me this thing and as soon as i put it on i loved it. wow it's good.

Don't think back of me at all.
Ty
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