Feb 16, 2005 20:38
today was ok. can't really complain. nothing much happened which is good for a change.
i made brittany the sweetest birthday card ever. it's so sweet. she's gonna love it. happy sweet 16 brittany!
i've realized that i do things when i'm not thinking and i usually regret. and i end up confusing people that i don't want to confuse. i'm sorry for everything i do and say and sometimes i wish i could take it all back. i just set my mind out to get something i try my hardest to make it right. and i worry too much about everything in the process. i just need to sit back and let things work out themselves before i end up fucking everything up. i'll wait for this work if thats what it takes. i really want this to work out. i just need try not to rush things and let you figure everything out. things will get better eventually.
we're so much more than friends.
Ty