maybe i should set aside the fact that you're broken hearted...
took my psychology final tonite. geez. that was a task. i think i did alrite. turned in my anorexia paper. gotta love term papers. i'm really stressed out. i'm sick. i'm working alot. i want school to be over. 4 more days. 11 days. i'm so anxious. i miss him. it'll be like a movie. running slowly in the airport toward eachother. i'm bringing foxie. he wants me to. she's so beautiful. it was really nice to see Jessica. her mom. and sophie. i miss you girl. we'll do lunch. moms.puppies.and all. perhaps canada this weekend? i'm not sure. christmas party at the philport's on sat. boo on that. i love my family.<~~~BETH don't get me wrong. but i hate cleaning the house. i really need to go tanning. i'm getting so white. "tan ass" white? that's unheard of. it's kinda funny how things change so quick. how u'r world can seem just fine. then it changes again. sometimes for the better. and sometimes not. it's just weird. i'm so confused. i really am. i want to leave this place. i know all of us say that. but i really mean it. start fresh. new. but i can't leave. i care to much. by leg is wet from the snow. and it fell asleep. it hurts really bad. my hopes are so high. i hope they aren't crushed. i should go. ~*~*~*~*~RaNdOm JoUrNaL~*~*~*~ i love you. mmmuuuwwwaaa.. Jenny