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i realized TODAY, that even though I try soo hard to forget the past, what Ive done. (that makes me look & feel bad) cant go away.... Everything is just all comming back to me now....its like each year the world just gets more and more fucked up. Not only do I hurt myself, emotionally, mentally, & physically, but I hurt MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, & MY LIFE. You no? I wanna be a better person. BUT I GOTTA WORK FOR IT. ME MYSELF IS MY OWN PHYCAITRIST. & I AM NOT GONNA BE OR ACT LIKE THE SAME LITTLE GIRL I WAS, LETTING PEOPLE BRING ME DOWN EVERYDAY & MAKING MYSELF DEPRESSED. i'M CHANGING LITTLE BY LITTLE & IT HURTS. alot
REALITY FUCKING SUCKS BALLS
& SO DO MY STUPID ACTIONS!
I D k....i'M JUST SOOO CONFUSED TODAY..I WOKE UP MAD AND FEELING LIKE SHIT. I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING EAT TODAY & THATS NOT NORMAL FOR ME.
i wanna escape. someone rescue me.
REALITY FUCKING SUCKS BALLS
& SO DO MY STUPID ACTIONS!
I D k....i'M JUST SOOO CONFUSED TODAY..I WOKE UP MAD AND FEELING LIKE SHIT. I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING EAT TODAY & THATS NOT NORMAL FOR ME.
i wanna escape. someone rescue me.