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Today I've read some fanfiction and for some reason I still, even after several hours after reading, I want to cry. Why does authors decision hurt so much? After all these characters are not real... But still I can't help but feel betrayed. why I care about fictional characters more than about real people? I don't know maybe because of reality I want to dream more. And even after 8 hours in pub drinking to forget it still hurt. Why?! I want to cry and hurt someone but moreover I want to forget. But I don't know how to make me to forget. None of well-tried remedy's works. Curse you, Dezo Penguin!!! For breaking my dreams...