church, blah, and jessica's house...
My day was, overall, good. I slept in as usual. Laura called me and asked me if I wanted to go see that movie, but I couldn't cause I was stuck at home waiting for the water guy to come. Erika spent the night last night, so when I woke up we both hung out. Finally around 3:30 the water guy came! Yay! Now we have a alhambra water cooler! Then around 4:30 Jaimie came over. The three of us hung out until around 7:00. Then me and Jaimie went to church. Oh my gosh, hearing that music again! It was awesome! I haven't been to church in two weeks so I was so excited to actually go. Jaimie tried to talk me out of going, but nope! I was going! So...after being at church for a little bit, somehow me and Jaimie ended up going outside to get some fresh air and talk. And then...I figured it out. She told me and now...I feel stuck. I'm confused. I don't know what to do. This isn't the first time I've been in this kind of position, but still. Everytime I get in this position, I still don't know what to do. I could hardly speak. All I could do is cry. So I cried. And cried some more. After talking for a while, things seemed a little better, but not really. I'm worried. I'm scared. I just love Jaimie a lot. And I don't want to see her sad or hurt in any way. But there is only so much I can do. I just hope things get worked out soon. Anyways. After a long talk we left church and came home. We hung out here for a little bit and then I dropped her off at home. Then I went to Jessica's house. Jessica is this really, really cool girl from work. She just started there not to long ago. We've been trying to hang out for the past 2 weeks or so, but our schedules just kinda collide. But tonight she called me and asked me if I wanted to come over to her house for a bit to hang out with her and some of her friends. So, I said yeah. At first I was really quite and shy as usual, but later in the night I started talking more. It was fun. I like her friends a lot. They're funny. And I really like her a lot too. She's a cool girl. She might go to the club with us this sunday. Yay! I want to try to get a big group together to go this sunday. But I don't know. We'll see. Anyways. I better go to bed since I have to wake up hella early tomorrow to sign those lease papers. Nite.