i start feeling strong enough to break
I just need something to change for the better.
I can't continue to live with people who don't like me or want me around. People who constantly take everything I do for granted. People who never apologize, or say thank you, and who alway make you feel like you're out of place in your own home. People who don't care how many times you have picked them up from parties, held their hair back when they puked, or slept in their bed and scratched their backs when their hearts hurt so bad they couldn't stand it.
I am so tired of being clobbered by the only people I feel(felt) close to.
I am meeting with the study abroad offices this week and hopefully can get started on my plans for the summer. (ARE YOU LISTENING TESS WARREN BECAUSE YOU BETTER STILL BE PLANNING TO JOIN ME)
ps. also, dark twisty soulmate... please come to Colorado. because when I'm up crying all night about jerks who hurt me and the fact that my boyfriend is in another city all I ever want is for you to be there. I said "I need my Tess so badly right now" and Brent felt so sad and didn't know what to do and said he wanted to bring you to me.
SO....DO IT.
:)
I can't continue to live with people who don't like me or want me around. People who constantly take everything I do for granted. People who never apologize, or say thank you, and who alway make you feel like you're out of place in your own home. People who don't care how many times you have picked them up from parties, held their hair back when they puked, or slept in their bed and scratched their backs when their hearts hurt so bad they couldn't stand it.
I am so tired of being clobbered by the only people I feel(felt) close to.
I am meeting with the study abroad offices this week and hopefully can get started on my plans for the summer. (ARE YOU LISTENING TESS WARREN BECAUSE YOU BETTER STILL BE PLANNING TO JOIN ME)
ps. also, dark twisty soulmate... please come to Colorado. because when I'm up crying all night about jerks who hurt me and the fact that my boyfriend is in another city all I ever want is for you to be there. I said "I need my Tess so badly right now" and Brent felt so sad and didn't know what to do and said he wanted to bring you to me.
SO....DO IT.
:)