Apr 24, 2010 23:23
Lately I have had such an uneasy feeling.
Every night when I am getting ready to go to sleep I am overcome with this feeling throughout my entire body. It feels like my body is telling me something horrible is about to happen. I can feel it from the tips of my fingers to the center of my bones. I feel like I could throw up or cry or scream or something. It makes me pace around the room. It makes me spend hours watching Friends trying to fall asleep. It's sort of like when you go to bed knowing you have forgotten to do something really important, only you can't remember what. Or like when you are really worried about something and are anticipating awful news. Or like when you drank too much coffee and your bones feel jittery and your brain feels like mush.
I have no idea what it is. I haven't felt this way in so long. I wish it would go away and leave me be. I feel so restless like I just want to get in a car and drive and drive, or better yet, run and run.
What the hell is this?
I need something.
oh yeah, in other news... SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE THANK GOD