Sep 07, 2005 17:45
This year is really going to suck!!! I was thinking yesterday. What would life be like if I never came to this school. What would it be like if I never didn't meet any of these new people? Would I be happy? Would my life be better than it is now (filled with depression)?
I will never know. If I had the chance to alter time or look ahead in it.... I wouldn't do it. I had a dream the other day that I could actually do this. Like any stupid person I messed around and did this. I changed small things and made my life a little better. then I decided to look into my friends futures. I looked up one and to my suprise there was no future. Just them floating then a tree grew out of them. THey had died 6 years after school ended. Then I woke up. My mom was getting all dressed up for something. I asked were she was goin and she said a Funeral. I stopped in my tracks and began to think some more. But I couldn't figure out what this meant. I am still freaked out.