Jul 18, 2005 15:39
I haven't slept in 36 hours. I've givin it up. I can't stand the dreams. Every night I saw her face then every morning it was gone. No more will this happen. Monsters will be my new friends. Only two people wished me a happy birthday. TWO!. My mom didn't even wish me a happy birthday. I thank those two they made my day. I don't think this day is gonna get better. So bye.
I wish I was someone else
I'm confused, I'm afraid, I hate the loneliness
And there's nowhere to run to
Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest
Take my hand
Please help me man
'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I don't know where to start
And I don't know where to begin, to begin
If I was stupid or naive
Trying to achieve what they all call contentness
If people weren't such dicks and I never made mistakes
Then I could find forgiveness
Take my hand
Please help me man
'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I don't know where to start
And I don't know where to begin, oh no
I can't be someone else
I don't feel that it's hopeless
I don't feel that I'm useless
I can't throw it all away
I need some courage to find my weakness
And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win
'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in
And I just need something to believe in
I'm looking for something to believe in
And I just need something to believe in
~the ramones