~~~~ A Beloved Friend ~~~~

[trobin1059]

i cant seem to close my eyes... the thought that eventually i will close them and never be able to open them keeps crossing my mind... today i was robbed of a dear friend... one of which i cant get out my mind... i think to mysle fall the things weve ever done or said to one another... and he probably one of the only friends that i was able to talk to with out complications... we never had cross words or diagreements... the first couple of times we played poker together... i won one week and bought him breakfast and the next week he did the same for me... i just saw him thursday at our weekly ritual... i dont understand how he can be gone.... my heart swells with an indiscribable pain.... a void... of all people in the world... why was he the one who had to die... why was he so unlucky to be standing in the wrong place at the wrong time... he had so much going for him... he had numerous friends... countless talents... and he was the comic relief on our thursday nights... always made light of every situation..... i remember when we went to florida together... he was the one i think i talked to the most... whether it was about the random girls across the street... the "legal" weed that we bought that didnt do anything to either of us... that was fucking hilarious... or about how next time we come we werent going in a fucking mini van... i smile thinking about it and cry at the same time... all that keeps running through my mind is how we have no one to tell us "ya'll mutha fuckers is crazy"
Wherever you are david... i hope you can rest ni peace knowing that a certain group of friends will never forget your face, humor, and your smell (lol). There will always will be one empty chair around the table and an empty void in our hearts.......... thank you for being so great....... now let me try to close my eyes one more time