Mixed Emotions
Sometimes you just dont know what to feel, or what to think. You dont know who to turn to or who to turn away from. Who do you go to when the one thats always there has gone away?
Ehh, you just learn to adjust I guess. It's easier if you go back to not caring, just let things run its course.
Kinda sucks tho, it feels like ice is running through your veins, you dont seem to care about anything anymore. I don't care about school, I don't care about coming home, I don't care about the future. The only thing I care about is getting away from the present, which is the hardest and most grueling task I think one can undertake. I just end up beating myself up over nothing that matters.
But hey, If it doesn't matter, then why care. Thats the circle. The less you try to care the more it sucks and the more you end up trying to get away, leading to less caring. Catch-22 ftw.
Ehh, whatever.
Ehh, you just learn to adjust I guess. It's easier if you go back to not caring, just let things run its course.
Kinda sucks tho, it feels like ice is running through your veins, you dont seem to care about anything anymore. I don't care about school, I don't care about coming home, I don't care about the future. The only thing I care about is getting away from the present, which is the hardest and most grueling task I think one can undertake. I just end up beating myself up over nothing that matters.
But hey, If it doesn't matter, then why care. Thats the circle. The less you try to care the more it sucks and the more you end up trying to get away, leading to less caring. Catch-22 ftw.
Ehh, whatever.