Oct 26, 2008 14:23
A beautiful day here in North Carolina. I took a drive earlier to deliver cake, and just looking around at the sky and the puffs of cloud made me smile from ear to ear. Listening to the Beatles as well...so it was ultra squishy.
Worst mood in years this weekend. Just down and out in a funky funk. I'm stranded on this island...waiting for a passing ship.
"why is the rum gone?"
Why is the rum ALWAYS gone?
Maybe I am jaded. It's just that sometimes I find it hard to believe that I deserve to be happy. That it is even a possibility. I say bring on the pain...cause I know pain. Happiness...I have no clue what that is.
It scares the hell out of me....
There's always tomorrow
Its twelve oclock, and its a wonderful day,
I know you hate me, but Ill ask anyway,
Wont you come with me, to a place in a little town,
The only way to get theres to go straight down,
Theres no bathroom, and there is no sink,
The water out of the tap is very, hard to drink,
Very hard to drink,
You, wait til tomorrow,
You, wait til tomorrow,
You say that money, isnt everything,
But Id like to see you live without it,
You think you can keep on going living like a king,
Oohh babe, but I strongly doubt it,
Very hard to drink....drink all this in. Very hard.
sunday,
patience,
life