Omg..A Walk to remember is the all time cutest movie ever!
Hey journal, whats up? Sorry I haven't talked to you in a few days, I just haven't had much motivation I guess. I haven't had the best week really. But this weekend was really fun. Sat I went to the Urbana Library and did some much needed research for my big gay cheatum paper I have to do soon. So I got all my sources hooray! Then I went to Lava w/ Dre then to Wassom's Party which was a lot of fun. Then me dre n Maggs left and went up to some party up on campus at somebodys appt. That was fun too. I saw Ashley Gram there...i was completely wasted lol and i heard someone yell my name and it was her..I was so excited, I haven't seen her since track season. But yeah shes a sweat heart I love her lol. But yeah so I talked to her for a while, par-took in a lil drinking game. And then she said Nicki Bolt was coming...and I was like oh great...cuz Idk shes just really kinda stuck up now. In high school and specially during track season we always talked and had a great time togeather..but yeah later on in high school she got over herself, and yeah shes right back where she was. Idk she acknowledges yer there, but doesn't make an effort to actually conversate, but w/e. I jus thought that was gay, and I told Audra before she even came to watch...like how much diff. she acts from in high school, and how she said we were gonna come visit and party at her appt. and shit when she got it. thats bull. But anywho...Humm..Yeah i was completely wasted sat. night and had a great time. Humm...what else idk...I wasn't the happiest all week mostly cuz of Justin, might as well update on that too. Well Wed. night he broke up w/ me because he said that he felt I was holding him back from better opotunities in college and blah and yeah so he broke up w/ me, then thursday he called me like 8 times, 2 voicemails, and one text lol. And I was like wtf, but yeah apparently he thought we'd still talk and hang out and stuff like normal, like nothing was wrong...like oh yeah thats cool, you can be w/ whatever girls u want and i'll just pretend im cool w/ it. But yeah and then when he couldn't talk to me, he missed me and already wanted me back. I was like whoa...two completely opposite things here...Idk i was a lil confused, first yea don't want me, then yea do. But anywho I got 2 long emails and we did some talking and things are going a lot better. I really miss seein him, but yea I'm continuing the break just cuz idk...I think its for the best. So we can think about things blah, specially him...who knows he could go back out w/ me and then realize he made a big mistake who the hell knows. But yeah things are goin a lot better. I'll be happy when things are back to normal and hopefully even better than before...I really hope so...just depends on if some things change or not, i jus wanna be happy..who doesnt? Anywho well I just got back from the girls game, they won! Hoop Johnny Hoop Johnny Hoop! Wahoo...and 3 days til Kaylah comes! Wahoo! I can't wait to see her. Humm...well i think thats all I got.