Update of my life
Hello everyone!!!
Well it's been about 4 years since I've last wrote in my livejournal and looking back at what I wrote, I realize how silly I was. Lol but I also realize that there's many changes in my life. Below I will briefly list some major events that have happened since I last wrote here.
•since 2005-2007, I had the most amazing time of my life in high school!!! I made lifetime friends that I am so grateful for...you guys know who you are!! My love life was gone, I decided to live the single life...though there were sometimes I still crushed on Jeremy.
•then I started crushing on a boy toward the end of senior year in efforts to FORGET Jeremy. I hung out with my crush and his friends a lot, I think at a point this boy liked me cause we held hands but nothing else happened and I heard he also liked someone else. It was just plain confusion and I stopped messing with it.
•Finally the last days in high school were here and everyone was sad. I graduated high school on May 18th, 2007. That same day it was my birthday yay me!! I turned 18 and it was one of the biggest moments in my life.
•During the summer after senior year, I became great friends with Adil (at the time he still dated sha Sha) and Joey. Those were some good days...we searched for jobs together and spent a lot of time together. Of course, jeremy came back into my life after he came to visit me and planted a kiss on my lips.(June 2007) I knew it just was not going to work out since he was far and I figure it just was not meant to be. I did not even realize when it happened but sometime in the beginning of July...I started liking Joey. I was stuck between the two after a silly confusion occurred on July 13th and it was a battle inside of me of who I wanted to be with.
• I decided to start a relationship with Joey and experience something different, I was tired of being hurt. To this day, I am glad to have made that chocie.
•Then in August I started at PBCC instead of UCF for personal reasons. My brother got a motorcycle so that we could go to school together and save gas. Ugh I hated that bike since day one, I had trouble getting off it and got the worst brusie I've ever had in my life (or at least I thought). But the best thing about riding the bike with my brother was that I was hugging him tightly and that was the best feeling the world! =[ unfortunately on august 28th my brother was in an accident on his motorcycle and passed away. RIP JT! Ever since then i changed completely. I made myself distance from friends, I've gained crazy amount of weight, and I feel unhappy about most of the time. It's unbelieveable, I just want to deny the fact that he is no longer in my life. My whole family has a deep hole in their hurts that hurts.
•nothing really happened in 2008 that was major, it was hard to get through the year knowing we were missing JT. Well my friend Adil left us but other than that 2008 was a hard year. The only good thing was I got bumblebee and sunkiss!
• I recently graduated on May 11, 2009 with an Associates in Art degree and plan to transfer to UCF in the spring of 2010.
• I recently turned 20... Yup I'm two decades old. For my birthday I got the most amazing gift, I swam with Dolphins at Discovery Cove with the love of my life (even though we almsot
Broke up this yr)!
• Joey and I recently celebrated our 2 year anniversary on July 14th and though it was a sad one, I still had fun. My puppy sunkiss had puppies on July 11, she had four and on our anni the runt called angelkiss passed away at 4 days old =[.
That's a highlight of the past 4 years of my life. I'll start updating more often.
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