Apr 09, 2004 12:43
Things here are about the same. With the slight difference that I am now getting my unemployment checks and Chris is "slightly" happy with me now. Don't get me wrong people, I WANT to work. I put aps and resume's out there all the time. But finding work in Michigan isn't just that easy. I'm seriously trying to get back into school. We'll see how that works out.
I've been talking to Faye more lately which is good cuz she keeps me from going insane. Keeps my feet on the ground and my heads not too far into the clouds. She's my voice of reason and I love her for it.
I've been missing my juggalo family like crazy lately. The times at last years gathering were just the best I've ever had and I turn to those memories to make me smile. It's been forever since i've laughed like that, or felt like that, or been viewed like that by someone else. They are all great feelings and I can't wait for this year. I love being able to come on here and hear a little about what everyone is going though, thier lives etc... It's great to see X is back..kinda missed him. Nerdy-Clint-Doll-Ashe-eveyone...I love you guys!
My life is still kinda screwed up. But I'm realizing that everyone has SOMETHING screwed up in thier lives. It's just how you deal with it.
I'm going to headbangers ball tomarrow night. Drowning pool, unearth, and 2 other bands of whoms names I can't remember will be there too. But I'm gonna go all out. I haven't been out of this hell hole of a house in forever. I mean other than groceries and stuff. I have my weekly visit to Faye and without that I'd be a basketcase right now. But a concert..I LOVE the music, and being able to let go..Nicke' is going with me. She's a trip. She scares Faye...but I've known her forever and she's great. I plan on getting trashed and just letting go. Plus it gives me a reason to wear club clothes..god I miss that. My schoolgirl skirt, black corset that ties in back and my hooker boots up to my knees should do fine. lol it's gonna be good times
that's about it. I gotta go..kids are gonna go see the easter bunny. that should be fun. gonna have a day of decorating easter eggs and visiting the easter bunny and all that great stuff.
I miss all of you so much. say hi-keep in touch more. E-mail if you can. Trixygirl2000@yahoo.com k?
LOVE ALL OF YOU!