Jun 21, 2004 00:14
*YAWN* What a bizarre weekend! Friday night was pretty fun however. It started late but ended up to be pretty dang crrraazy. After a nice afternoon with my dear friend Abeba, eating Ethiopian and later me shopping, visitng Age at the K, and drinking coffee I was rearin to go out! Carina and I planned to go dancing. Jewel, got a hold of me and joined us. Everything just seems to work witih the three of us. Carina got back from the Rockies late but we still headed down to Club Dream. Before such a trip we went to the liquor store and got some gin and i bought a little plastic bottle of vanilla vodka (my fav)!! So we're drinkin in the car in the parking lot. it was hillarious to see how quick it hit Jewel and Carina....my organs are just bigger than theirs. Anyways, I finally got a buzz and we headed in! Such a cool, trippy place. It was all techno and we were probably the oldest kids there. It was great though, because everyone was watching us dance. Guess we've got techno moves. Pretty good night without creepy guys. Life is good for the most part. Something always is missing though...
My dreams confuse me and I haven't seen the sun in days. Can't seem to get that humming out of my head that tells me to find a man to pleasse the family, to please me. What do they think of me? Me, who has never known reaaaall love. I pull a 360 and look upon my friends and they're pleased, nodding their heads and telling me how great IT is. I smile to hide the fact that I have no clue what kind of energy they feel, they know. This shell embracing me is beginning to numb the pores of my vibrancy. I want to scream and shuffle off this layer of skin. Dry, dry, dry, dry.