The Year 2006
I do this blog every year the day before New Years. The past few days I have been thinking about what I am going to say about my life and what it has been like. The conclusion is that whatever I am experiencing throughout this past year is still continuing and I haven't really have it all figured out by now. But I can pretty much sum it up that it has been a complete wave of events after another.
*I left Sean because I wasn't faithful and he deserved better than that and it wasn't working. But he's still the best person on the planet to me.
* Then I started working at the studio finally to then to be let go a few months later and finding not knowing what to do next till now.
* I lost my best friend in the whole world and life never has felt the same or the hurt any less.
* Then I met Ray and wow that was interesting relationship that I wish so much crap didn't happen to us partly my felt and other coincidences.
*I met made a reconnect with my great old friends I had from many years of high school and then some.Colleen, Sarah, Valerie, Lucy, Shuan, Nick, JD, Robert, Eddy, Jeremy, John, Julian, Ashely, Sam, and many many more.
* I met John Brookshire which shook up my world in negative and postive ways.
* My work situation changed completely but I think I gained some knowledge and new friends from it.
* Started going out more and consuming more sex, drugs and rock and roll. Going to raves, bars, weird peoples house but all great times.
I think that more than ever I feel loved for once. I feel like I have a place and that I have more confidence because finally the tables have turned for me. Its weird having a social life and people looking at you in a postive light...as an adult. I really love it. Thats what I feel blessed with this year the people that mean so much to me and that I can't live without and don't want to live without. I don't feel as lost as I used to.
What I hope for next year is more great times with my friends and family. More sucess and knowledge because I want to go to school and make it out there in this world. Most of all I want to be loved by someone that really means it and treats me with with the same care I give them for once. But I always say shit like that but I guess I am just hoping it is for real this time. I feel like I am getting closer and that I know what I want more and how to get it. I have been single for a bit and honestly I have never been more content because I have more to grab a hold of.....that its not going to be a sad ending but a beginning. Thats what I want this year to be a beginning of the rest of my life.
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Here are some photos from random events and some special people:
New Years 2005:
Miss Austin
Sean
Jordan, Nick, and Sam
January In Salt Lake:
Becca's Champange
Birthday Wish
Crazy Girls
***There are plenty of pictures of my birthday on my blog if you are curious they are there****
Halloween weekend + Devils Rejects:
JD Rides an Ostrich
Jon as a Robber
Lucy
Robert and Eddy as Redneck Farmers whatnot
Lucy and Jon
Lucy as Mariachi= awesomeness
Dance
Ashley the Beergirl
Dance
Eddy, Jon, Ashley, and Robert
Lucy Rides an Ostrich
Cooking Fajitas @ Julians:
Robert, Me, and Jon
Julians and Lucy
Lucy Yo!
Lucy won't ever get up when she's drunk.
Jon=Pimp
Me and Julian
Colleen and Neil
Nick can Cook.
Me and Colleen
Julian cooking the Fajitas duh.
Sam,Ashley, Elenore, and Valerie
San Antonio Deftones Signing ( no actually photos of band because people suck)
Robert, me, and Julian @ Riverwalk
Julian @ Alamo
Robert and Eddy @ Alamo
"Ladie's Night" @ Colleen+Valerie's Apt.
Julian, Valerie, Lucy, Nick
Nick and Me
Passed out Lucy and drunk Jon.
Me, Robert, Lucy, Jon
Random Picture
Lesin' out.
The Ladie Loves of my Life.
The Creamy Center is the Best
Robert and Lucy heart SoCo
Special Friends:
Jozi and Alison Rock!
Miss Austin and Alison are Fabulous and Drunk.
Baron in his natural habitat
Guess who loves DDR?
Rocking out at the Duplex
Austin and Sam on Halloween
Veejay and me.
Threadgills
Me and Krisi LoveChild
Joey and Veejay
Malissa, Amy and me @ Merkaba
Amy and I
Austin, Malissa, and Brian
Veejay and me
Brian
Kristi shows you how to ride a Scooter.
Christan, Megan, Me and Ray
David and Me.
Zach and Jenna
Lucy and me.
Jon Brookshire
The best picture of me and Julian.
Logan and Me.
My Best friend RIP
Lucy hearts scooters too.
*I left Sean because I wasn't faithful and he deserved better than that and it wasn't working. But he's still the best person on the planet to me.
* Then I started working at the studio finally to then to be let go a few months later and finding not knowing what to do next till now.
* I lost my best friend in the whole world and life never has felt the same or the hurt any less.
* Then I met Ray and wow that was interesting relationship that I wish so much crap didn't happen to us partly my felt and other coincidences.
*I met made a reconnect with my great old friends I had from many years of high school and then some.Colleen, Sarah, Valerie, Lucy, Shuan, Nick, JD, Robert, Eddy, Jeremy, John, Julian, Ashely, Sam, and many many more.
* I met John Brookshire which shook up my world in negative and postive ways.
* My work situation changed completely but I think I gained some knowledge and new friends from it.
* Started going out more and consuming more sex, drugs and rock and roll. Going to raves, bars, weird peoples house but all great times.
I think that more than ever I feel loved for once. I feel like I have a place and that I have more confidence because finally the tables have turned for me. Its weird having a social life and people looking at you in a postive light...as an adult. I really love it. Thats what I feel blessed with this year the people that mean so much to me and that I can't live without and don't want to live without. I don't feel as lost as I used to.
What I hope for next year is more great times with my friends and family. More sucess and knowledge because I want to go to school and make it out there in this world. Most of all I want to be loved by someone that really means it and treats me with with the same care I give them for once. But I always say shit like that but I guess I am just hoping it is for real this time. I feel like I am getting closer and that I know what I want more and how to get it. I have been single for a bit and honestly I have never been more content because I have more to grab a hold of.....that its not going to be a sad ending but a beginning. Thats what I want this year to be a beginning of the rest of my life.
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Here are some photos from random events and some special people:
New Years 2005:
Miss Austin
Sean
Jordan, Nick, and Sam
January In Salt Lake:
Becca's Champange
Birthday Wish
Crazy Girls
***There are plenty of pictures of my birthday on my blog if you are curious they are there****
Halloween weekend + Devils Rejects:
JD Rides an Ostrich
Jon as a Robber
Lucy
Robert and Eddy as Redneck Farmers whatnot
Lucy and Jon
Lucy as Mariachi= awesomeness
Dance
Ashley the Beergirl
Dance
Eddy, Jon, Ashley, and Robert
Lucy Rides an Ostrich
Cooking Fajitas @ Julians:
Robert, Me, and Jon
Julians and Lucy
Lucy Yo!
Lucy won't ever get up when she's drunk.
Jon=Pimp
Me and Julian
Colleen and Neil
Nick can Cook.
Me and Colleen
Julian cooking the Fajitas duh.
Sam,Ashley, Elenore, and Valerie
San Antonio Deftones Signing ( no actually photos of band because people suck)
Robert, me, and Julian @ Riverwalk
Julian @ Alamo
Robert and Eddy @ Alamo
"Ladie's Night" @ Colleen+Valerie's Apt.
Julian, Valerie, Lucy, Nick
Nick and Me
Passed out Lucy and drunk Jon.
Me, Robert, Lucy, Jon
Random Picture
Lesin' out.
The Ladie Loves of my Life.
The Creamy Center is the Best
Robert and Lucy heart SoCo
Special Friends:
Jozi and Alison Rock!
Miss Austin and Alison are Fabulous and Drunk.
Baron in his natural habitat
Guess who loves DDR?
Rocking out at the Duplex
Austin and Sam on Halloween
Veejay and me.
Threadgills
Me and Krisi LoveChild
Joey and Veejay
Malissa, Amy and me @ Merkaba
Amy and I
Austin, Malissa, and Brian
Veejay and me
Brian
Kristi shows you how to ride a Scooter.
Christan, Megan, Me and Ray
David and Me.
Zach and Jenna
Lucy and me.
Jon Brookshire
The best picture of me and Julian.
Logan and Me.
My Best friend RIP
Lucy hearts scooters too.
