**update of this very second**
This are my thoughts of the moment....I am going to have to stop seeing John and that sucks because I do like the bastard but dammit he was being an ass today! But yeah bummed out about that. Then I am scared of Matt coming to town, it makes me so nervous I think I might puke if I think about it too long. I haven't seen him in three years and thats a fucking long time.But yes I am going to freak when he gets here and smuther him with kisses.xoxoxoxo.Working sucks I have worked all fucking day and want to shoot myself and then I will go hang out with Kristi and Baron's because they are the sexiest people I know on the planet and they let me molest them!!!I am planning my birthday party and its between an Alice in Wonderland tea party/dinner party or a old school bowling party. So opinions are welcome.I am looking for a new album to work on hopefully Zach will be the one it is. I have need money as usual because it's my dad's birthday, my phone bill is due, and I am helping out Matt. I flirted with a girl today on MySpace because I totally want to kiss her. hehehehe. But that about sums it up.That was my one minute sum up of my life at this second, hopefully I will talk to you soon if not your EVIL for not calling.Love you.