long winded
i've had a few thoughts. i cant handle the suspense of waiting to hear from cal poly. i have so many questions about it. especially if i dont get in. because if i dont, then i have a few choices. first, my most obvious option is to go to SDSU.
san diego is very far which is probably my biggest concern. being so far away is big for me. my brother, turns out, is moving back up here so i wont have him to fall back on. i'm slightly worried about the type of people SD attracts. i'm jsut really not sure if i see myself there. aside from that, i would be doing psych. and although i find it interesting i dont know if i would be making a good choice by staying with taht major if my ultimate goal is teaching gradeschool. what if i cant transfer into child dev? am i really a san diego kind of person. i think i really enjoy visiting i'm just nervous to go so far away into a place of unknowns.
not that cal poly isnt unknown. my other choice is to convince my parents to let me go to cuesta, the JC in SLO. so i could rack up a few more classes and hopefully my GPA. i would apply for winter quarter and i wouldnt have to deal with moving over winter break becuase i would already be there. the only obstacle there is convincing, which is going to be difficult.
one more thing that i havent really given much thought to, but i suppose it's still an option is even if i dont get into SLO, i can go to SDSU and give it the first semester. i can still apply to SLO if SD really doesnt work out for me. the only reason i dotn really want to consider this is because i dont wanna give myself a safety net. if i go somewhere i dont wanna be a human pinball and bounce from school to school. but i guess it's a good idea to survey all my options. its just a few things i'm thinking and i will be so relieved if i just get into SLO.
san diego is very far which is probably my biggest concern. being so far away is big for me. my brother, turns out, is moving back up here so i wont have him to fall back on. i'm slightly worried about the type of people SD attracts. i'm jsut really not sure if i see myself there. aside from that, i would be doing psych. and although i find it interesting i dont know if i would be making a good choice by staying with taht major if my ultimate goal is teaching gradeschool. what if i cant transfer into child dev? am i really a san diego kind of person. i think i really enjoy visiting i'm just nervous to go so far away into a place of unknowns.
not that cal poly isnt unknown. my other choice is to convince my parents to let me go to cuesta, the JC in SLO. so i could rack up a few more classes and hopefully my GPA. i would apply for winter quarter and i wouldnt have to deal with moving over winter break becuase i would already be there. the only obstacle there is convincing, which is going to be difficult.
one more thing that i havent really given much thought to, but i suppose it's still an option is even if i dont get into SLO, i can go to SDSU and give it the first semester. i can still apply to SLO if SD really doesnt work out for me. the only reason i dotn really want to consider this is because i dont wanna give myself a safety net. if i go somewhere i dont wanna be a human pinball and bounce from school to school. but i guess it's a good idea to survey all my options. its just a few things i'm thinking and i will be so relieved if i just get into SLO.