Abso-bloody-lutely fucked-up :P
OK, I know it has been three hundred years since my last update but here it goes.
Now, it's the middle of the Winter Break, the first week I spent at Nova Kamienica with Ruda, Baka, Nicola and Misiek. It was fucking' the best time of my life. I haven't been so relaxed in ages. AGES, I tell you.
The problem is thanks to Ruda I'm a two-timing bitch now.
I mean, she matchmade (I doubt there's sucha word) me with a great guy-Paul. When I see him...my heart goes BOOM. He's nonshalantly(eh, spellin?) elegant, quite handsome*puts pressure on the 'quite' part* and delivishly intelligent.
But all these things make my situation mind-numbingly terrible. I can't cheat on a guy like that. This is just NOT right.
But a few hours after my first date Coty had called (bastard has a sixth sense, I tell ya). He started babbling shit about us being together again and that he misses me, that life in worthless without me...blahblah. But I believed in that shit. I really did. I know I'm stupid. But it's just LUST. It's not love, all I think about when I see Coty is shagging him senseless, not having his babies.
Plus there's Seth. We're still playing COW (jeez, I lurv this abbreviation) and we're kinda getting closer in personal relationships. He's really great and stuff, plus he's Donovan's pal....but he's fuckin' too young.
Baby be my lover, I don't want not other, what I really, really want is you.
Anyway, I'm still quite pissed with Ada, she hadn't even written me a message that she's going home during the Christmas Break, well fucking sorry, I'm not omniscient, and a stupid buzz or an SMS wouldn't bloody hurt her. Plus she forgot my birthday (awesome party in Nova Kaminica, by the way)and what was pissed me off the most. I remembered about hers. If she wants it that way then why didn't she tell me. I thought we were friends. I guess 'WERE' is the right tense. Enough of Ada, whenever i think of her I wanna punch something.
I cut my hear short. Not really sure if that had been a good idea. Ruda threw a tantrum when she saw me yesterday. But she said the colour is nice (hazel blond). We went to have beer, then drunk KOmandos, and then I went home, though they called me at least 5 times, cuz they wanted to spend more time with me. I regret ging home, but I had to, the next was at 4 am....
OH NAD PPLS...READ UTTER_RUBBISH, 'TIS THIS 'MAZING!!
Now, it's the middle of the Winter Break, the first week I spent at Nova Kamienica with Ruda, Baka, Nicola and Misiek. It was fucking' the best time of my life. I haven't been so relaxed in ages. AGES, I tell you.
The problem is thanks to Ruda I'm a two-timing bitch now.
I mean, she matchmade (I doubt there's sucha word) me with a great guy-Paul. When I see him...my heart goes BOOM. He's nonshalantly(eh, spellin?) elegant, quite handsome*puts pressure on the 'quite' part* and delivishly intelligent.
But all these things make my situation mind-numbingly terrible. I can't cheat on a guy like that. This is just NOT right.
But a few hours after my first date Coty had called (bastard has a sixth sense, I tell ya). He started babbling shit about us being together again and that he misses me, that life in worthless without me...blahblah. But I believed in that shit. I really did. I know I'm stupid. But it's just LUST. It's not love, all I think about when I see Coty is shagging him senseless, not having his babies.
Plus there's Seth. We're still playing COW (jeez, I lurv this abbreviation) and we're kinda getting closer in personal relationships. He's really great and stuff, plus he's Donovan's pal....but he's fuckin' too young.
Baby be my lover, I don't want not other, what I really, really want is you.
Anyway, I'm still quite pissed with Ada, she hadn't even written me a message that she's going home during the Christmas Break, well fucking sorry, I'm not omniscient, and a stupid buzz or an SMS wouldn't bloody hurt her. Plus she forgot my birthday (awesome party in Nova Kaminica, by the way)and what was pissed me off the most. I remembered about hers. If she wants it that way then why didn't she tell me. I thought we were friends. I guess 'WERE' is the right tense. Enough of Ada, whenever i think of her I wanna punch something.
I cut my hear short. Not really sure if that had been a good idea. Ruda threw a tantrum when she saw me yesterday. But she said the colour is nice (hazel blond). We went to have beer, then drunk KOmandos, and then I went home, though they called me at least 5 times, cuz they wanted to spend more time with me. I regret ging home, but I had to, the next was at 4 am....
OH NAD PPLS...READ UTTER_RUBBISH, 'TIS THIS 'MAZING!!